I am feeling guilty for not full length posts about the things that are going on, but I can’t help it either, life has been going in a pace I am feeling hard to keep up to it.
Again the FB mommy groups are extremely addictive, they are eating up most of my free time I mean time when I am rocking Bunny in my lap, when we are in the car or when he is taking his nap or when I am eating. That’s the definition of free time these days. So back on the groups they are addictive because its their that you can talk babies all day long without feeling guilty, without getting the taunts from non mommy friends and siblings, it’s their you can be informed and aware and learn from each others experience and hundred of new things as well.
We found a good paed in Delhi, I liked him instantly. Again the recco came from the Mommy Group I am part of. I usually like doctors who say no to medicines for common things like cold and rashes. Bunny took his third vaccination without any fuss and this little guy makes me so so proud. He smoothly adjusted to Delhi, the move, the mall day, the local shopping day.
On shopping the wedding is nearing, I spent one whole day in Delhi Market to find something nice to wear which will 1. Looks good on me 2. Is Bunny Friendly in terms of carrying him and feeding him. 3. Is a wedding worthy attire. This time budget was not a constraint I was prepared to shell out a lot, but size became a big issue. And to my disappointment dint get anything. And just at a random store picket three dress material which needs to be converted into heavy dresses, that is another tension altogether.
On coming back to Delhi, we reached on 26th morning, I have been swamped with work since then, but before I knew it, before I could even unpack my whole luggage, we are again going back to my hometown, to sasural, to wedding, sooner, much sooner than expected. Again will be away from home for a month.nNot even staying for ten days here. As if bought Bunny to show him our house where we hardly live.
And the train journey was horrible this time for me, Bunny was alright but he takes the whole space :(. I dint get any space to sleep.
I am getting good at nursing him in public – Since moving back to Delhi I have nursed him in a moving car as well as in a very crowded McDonalds outlet.
On a not so happy note, TBH and I had a major fight last night, his busy-ness due to work and upcoming wedding is getting on my nerves, he is not giving both of us exclusive time and I am feeling fluttered. Also this is the first time he badly misunderstood me. I know he needs a break too but I need him as well. Anyhow though he apologized in the morning, but I am yet to come over it. This is the main reason I agreed to go back this soon, I am not able to trust him with his time and help commitment now we have Bunny in our lives.
I had so much to say but this last update is just making me upset all over again.